Reflection

People reflect to see how far he has gone in this life. So am I.

Overall, i am blessed to be given this opportunity to take this subject because initially, I dont really like this subject because I see myself as someone artistic, compared to this subject, very structural and organised. However, i managed to get through it. Alhamdulillah, praise to God. 

This subject has taught me a lot and 'forced' me in a good way to do a lot of academic reading. Of course, for someone who loves to read stories on journey of life and the everlasting subjectivity of life, it was quite hard for me to digest all the methodology terms at first. Throughout the course, i managed to get the hang of it and sail through it as i see the importance of it to expand my professional field. 

I have faced few obstacles for this subject. My health condition and my work business have gotten into the picture for most of the time. I still remember that i have to take the second test on my own in the library due to the sickness that i had during the given test period. Moreover, i struggled a lot in doing my research proposal because my laptops were stolen two times in this semester. One week before i have to submit the research proposal, i had my tonsil removed. Heart-aching i could say, but it paid off today, now, this moment when everything is there at place and Im very proud of myself. 

 The classes were awesome. We managed to discuss on our studies and the progression of the reserach proposal. We had meaningful discussion and healthy environment where everyone helps each other in understanding any given topic. We talk, we discuss, we debate and we exchange ideas. For the better us and the future of education. BENEFICIAL.

The assessments especially the test were a bit harsh on me.  The last time I did any test was during my first year of degree, in 2007. And i had never taken any test few years after that until the first test for this subject. I was never good in test due to i really take time to understand and put everything in my own words. I dont like to memorize but the first test was ok for me. Maybe because i actually spent time read the reading and do the online quiz. The second test was different because I am still not in my good health condition. I really hope that i could get a considerable grade for the second test :p but taking those tests really put me in my students' shoe.

I am happy that everything has come to an end. That does not mean that I am happy that I dont have to attend to classes, but i am happy because I have made it through.

This post comes from my heart. Truly.